19th February' 13... I realized what could Life mean to me... and the harsh realities of life left no space to live it... with a sudden realization of all the thoughts, merely a dream like state... when I woke up with the stroke of hands on my forehead...
http://kannu91.blogspot.in/2013/02/love-life.html
I froze for a moment... realizing how my lovely dreams were not my reality, and not knowing who woke me up from sleep, the anxieties shot up even more...
and now... after half an year almost... I still wake up from the same dreams... I still see him as lovable as always... with a better view of my life. This monsoon... sitting in my room with a bed tea and wrapped in a soft furry blanket, corseted in the dreams of being with him, every call still brings in the deep sensation and gift of oneness... making me feel blessed.
#now playing 'tum hi ho... meri ashiqui.. aab tum hi ho...' (Ashiqui 2)
unable to forget those eyes making me feel the togetherness... feel loved and secure, with imaginations and every caressing stroke on my forehead, and the music... reminding me of the moment I held his hand... to leave it never again.
Life is unpredictable at times... when you think you've everything... it brings you something you long for... but for a moment... when still holding back to self, and feeling contented... it becomes the best gift.
... the feelings left incomplete long time back, feels complete now with these exquisite moments.
http://kannu91.blogspot.in/2013/02/love-life.html
I froze for a moment... realizing how my lovely dreams were not my reality, and not knowing who woke me up from sleep, the anxieties shot up even more...
and now... after half an year almost... I still wake up from the same dreams... I still see him as lovable as always... with a better view of my life. This monsoon... sitting in my room with a bed tea and wrapped in a soft furry blanket, corseted in the dreams of being with him, every call still brings in the deep sensation and gift of oneness... making me feel blessed.
#now playing 'tum hi ho... meri ashiqui.. aab tum hi ho...' (Ashiqui 2)
unable to forget those eyes making me feel the togetherness... feel loved and secure, with imaginations and every caressing stroke on my forehead, and the music... reminding me of the moment I held his hand... to leave it never again.
Life is unpredictable at times... when you think you've everything... it brings you something you long for... but for a moment... when still holding back to self, and feeling contented... it becomes the best gift.
... the feelings left incomplete long time back, feels complete now with these exquisite moments.