"With the last sip of my tea, I said,"Lets move." And I got up from my seat, with a completely blunted expression... how could I not notice his eyes rolling all over me, observing every other expression I made while I was having the same pathetic tea of college canteen, noticing every other wrinkle on my face narrating the difficult and long day I had, reading between the lines when it was a completely pin-drop silence... and yet again a sip of the same pathetic tea every second, head bowed to avoid eye contact... both of us continued to drag ourselves to the old building nearby in a hope of at least someone to speak up... and yet another a long silence... a sudden eyelock for that fraction of second... I was almost breathless for the moment, and that wicked smile on the faces... he held me in his arms, to show how much he longs to be with me, another second withdrawing from the clutches because of the discomfort the crowd created. Both of us blushing and yet not able to figure out what to say.
All of a sudden my flatmate appears smiling at us as if she saw us in compromising conditions. Haww! That was a booboo... sorry!! But eventually true. She somehow knew we would be together... while he tried to hold my hand and ask me to move inside the building without wasting time with people around, I eventually resisted his advances dragging my friend from the group for a strole around the college... with a bit hesitation, although I managed to escape him yet his eyes seemed questioning, mocking and feeling proud at me at the same time, for my shyness wasn't hidden anymore. He smiled back and I resisting that sparke in his eyes reverted a smile back which almost had given him as much peace as hot coffee on a chilled evening would.
And within no time, when he saw me coming back from the same direction... I was not only feeling embarrassed of not being able to do anything without him, but also for becoming a road block in another story, which was already in motion before we entered the scene. Ah! College life is full of lovely experiences... especially when it is a valentines week. Hmmm! Ya I guess I got carried away by the unnecessary information in the story... but eventually all those attempts of resisting and still finding my way back to him were the most momentous times with him.
Both of us facing in different directions began strolling around the college streets again... trying hard not to look at each other, since that's the most irresistible feeling of breaking the boundaries of being together and yet so far... and the previous day's words suddenly recalled in my mind,"I promise to be the best friend forever," with a response from me for equal reciprocation of the similar feelings.
With a complete silence around, when my heartbeat was even audible, with invein attempts not to be distracted, our hands slowly brushing aside found their way into each other such that the passion was evident with the tight clutches and gradually struggling our ways into each others arms, we ultimately found an expression to the silent romance that night.
Ya that same night... can't forget that moment when after a warm tight hug on the #HugDay your uncle proposed to me again and repeated his promise of being the best friend forever, to understand, how that resistance from eye lock, that shy wicked smile, that spark in my eyes conveyed how much I loved him, how much I desired and longed for him, how much that silence brought the realization of no boundaries left between our love for each other. And that's how we ended up being so close and completely absorbed into each other's skin, feeling the warmth of love and the times we have spent together. Well! that day, my dear was our anniversary."
Her story drained me emotionally inside out, and the same silence was so much desirable tonight. I wish I could make my own story, but this flow ain't bad afterall, when I'm already feeling in love head over heels!
To the pretty lady who was blushing while telling her experience of blended passion and compassion in her lovestory even after 25 years of her being together. May Lord give all what you want this Valentines. And to those love birds who are struggling hard to convince themselves and their partners... for love is nothing to be convinced about, its just a feeling that you understand, admire, respect and want the person forever by your side... to always feel the same way as was the first time, and be the only one to touch your soul so deeply and truly.
Happy Hug Day ♥♥ enjoy the season of love...
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