Love & Life

When I thought about the 'Ideas of Death', I was in a dilemma about not only what I saw, but also what I didn't realize. Thinking about future was really difficult, yet I forced it... and it's pressure was so engrossing, that all the new possibilities and hopes in life took a latent turn, leaving no space for me to even think about the present. It just became a fight with the dilemma, which was self-created, and now when I look at those similar feelings of facing death due to isolation and abandonment, I see the insemination of new wings of life in me. I see how we still are in front of each other... smiling... blushing... for when he felt a sudden tremor of uncertainty, because of my irrational ideation... life still looked at me with cosseted inclination.
When unable to move an inch or say anything, and the helplessness in me, those red watery eyes avoiding all sorts of disconnection... he was full of benevolence and compassion. The redness in his eyes was for the loss and grief he had... for not being able to express, to make me feel his tranquil gaze, to open his heart out to show how serene and inverterate his feelings were.

I just want to see you, when you're all alone. 

I just want to catch you if I can, 

I just want to be there when the morning light explodes

on your face, it radiates, I can't explain...

I Love you till the End. 

And still the eye-lock remains... with deeper and deeper breaths,distances becoming superficial, I felt confused of what exactly is on his mind. That silence and unspoken feelings... yet the throbbing hearts trying to connect the two souls, made sense. I wanted to leave, but couldn't. I wanted to ask him to leave, but couldn't... instead reaching out to him... stopped mid-way, to get back into senses.. but it was subsequently quite late for me to see the path unraveled  I am still looking at him... but with a sense of connection with souls... where no words are required for me to tell him, how much ever he tries to hold it back, my faith and courage is not going to vanish. 

I just want to tell you a thing, you don't want to hear

All I want is for you to say, 

Oh! Why don't you just take me where I've never been before, 

I know you want to hear me, Catch my breath. 

I Love you till the End. 

Progression of intimacy created a whole new world, where we two souls rested in peace. The superficial distances were now disappearing, with every move, every breathe growing deeper, calm and becoming one. Being in his arms could be the only blissful moment, with no intrusion in our bubble of love and life. And with reflection of each other's aura into our eyes... the union seemed the only source of life. 

I just want to be there, when we caught in the rain, 

I just want to see you laugh the cry...

I just wanna feel you when the night and sun in stroke, 

I lost the words, Don't tell me!

B'coz all I can say 

I Love you till the End. 

With the most caressing stroke on my forehead, a melodious voice calling me, after a long travel in time and silence... and all of a sudden, the bubble of adulation and affection bursts into the reality, as soon as I open my eyes to realize how beautiful the dream world could be!